This blog site has been established for nearly 2 years, if memory serves me at all. In the midst of starting life fresh – with new limitation / abilities – I’m finding my new sense of normal. Many have encouraged me to write. It’s something I do well. Writing is something I enjoy… I love it for that matter! I’m just not sure where to go with it.
So today’s spill: my current interest is a man. A man who lives nearly 800+ miles from me. The perceived safety is the distance: the loose time and space to ask questions without the pressure or awkwardness of a date; sharing an occassional picture or flirty word; non-committment (as I am a recovering committment phobe). This man is busy. I am too. We don’t pry too much into the personal life, just tip-toeing on the fringe of mental seduction. I like it.
Mystery man and I know one another mildly through an old workplace association. Our re-connection began with a social platform. The playful texts and infrequent face-time sessions are good for me. The obtuse nature of it all pushes me to be a bit more forthcoming; yet I must admit age and wisdom make me more candid and bold as I evolve… I’ve chuckled at the notion that women become more sexually expressive in their later years. I’m pretty open, so I dare not swing from a [public] pole or become a video vixen. The ideas sound exceptionally fun at this stage, but I’m gonna keep my heels on the ground – instead of the air – for now.
Integrity starts with truth to self. My starting point is honoring the fact that I want a man in my life. I want romance. I want fun. I want work that I enjoy (and that fits my quirkiness). I want this blog to develop into something money-earning and magnificent – a place people look forward to getting information, laughs, or a resonating thought. I trust that something alluring and lasting comes in the midst of all of this playful banter. CHEERS to online searches!